Ramblings

Ok i so i watched New Moon last night with baby at GV Max and it got me thinking about this whole eternal love thing. Of course in the movie they make everything sound corny and untrue, but when you read the book, it comes off in a total different light. Yes i know what you might be thinking, how Edward and Bella are just fictional characters made up by someone. And though a vegetarian vampire may never love a human in our real world, the part about eternal love is intriguing. Do you believe that there is one person meant to be for all of us?

I am truly sceptical about all of this, seeing that i come from a divorced family and my dad has re-married. But deep down inside i want to believe that such a strong bond and loyalty to someone exists. Of course wanting to believe and actually believing is two totally different things.

I once read somewhere that in a relationship, there is a 100 percent chance of a man cheating - it's just a matter of time (this is not from a reliable source, mind you). Now that i think is bullshit. Come on, i know guys are created to be horny beings that think about sex almost all the time, but i would like to think that once they are with someone they love so much, it will change and they will still think of sex all the time, except now it'll be thoughts of their other half.

Maybe i'm being foolish and naive, but i pray to god that the man i will eventually marry will have the same beliefs and values as me. Like in the movie when Edward leaves Bella, (sorry to spoil it for those who have not watched!) it takes her months and months just to start talking again. And her pain is so gut wrenchingly painful that she doesnt think of anyone else. Well, very selfhishly i would like to think that i would want my future husband to feel the exact same way if i died or something. At least i would know that the love he had for me was all he had to give.

I'm not looking for Prince Charming, just maybe his long lost cousin? ;)